I CAN'T DO THAT

I CAN’T DO THAT.

 

It is hard to let go of someone who was the special person in our hearts. We shared and believed that the person will remain the best of the best in our lives. That person will always be the one we cared for and the one we wanted to rely on. The one we always reserved the a love, deep in the part of our hearts. I say to you, every soul has one.

With this conscious, there are still things that we cannot do in life. There are life constraints that we have to understand. Anyhow, it ends well if we started it well. It will go the otherwise if we chose to set things up with carefree. There are things that never came up to our lifeline even though we think that we earned it.

This heart right here had been hurt quite a while. Tells stories I cannot even yield from. It keeps on going in with me and it keeps hurting me up until now. It breaks me when it flashes back of how things were when we were there. It breaks the most when it tells me that it is only the nature of this life we had to understand before we go any further forward.

From my point of view, being hurt inside is the most painful thing that could ever happen in our lives. My heart thought me to never push anymore hearts as it hurts me more when I try, but in return, I only get nothing more than bits of argument and no discussion. That, dear readers, ends with lowering our dignity and letting the other party to win without a proper winning situation.

Despite that, now, my heart is teaching me a new thing which is to let go and never push anyone anymore if their hearts does not have the desire to talk or speak to me. To me, pushing too much is like when we negotiate with a lady. Ladies are soft, if we push it too hard, they will break. That is why ladies are created by the rib of a man, not from the bone of the head or leg. It is the place where it is the closest to the hand which is to be always protected and the heart to always be loved and remembered.

All I can say is that, I hate to push anyone doing things they does not desire of doing. I sincerely hope that things will get better as soon as we care for one another. It takes sacrifice to understand people’s hearts. Glory comes within sacrifice and a great victory comes with a great sacrifice.